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  • Jun. 29th, 2007 at 9:43 PM
[ no time to search the world around
i really wanna slice my wrists open right now.
i don't wanna feel anything anymore.
i'm sick of crying myself to sleep every damn night.
i'm fucking sick of everything.
i just want to end it all. so bad.

i know there'd be some people who would miss me, obviously.
not many, but a good few.
they'd probably be sad for a week, and than just move on their lives.

honestly, i don't think my exsistence is that important.
i just ruin things, and ruin people's happiness.
i think god put me here to ruin peoples lives, than just to end my own life.
to make the people around me not suffer anymore.

when you do go to my funeral, and you're looking down at my casket,
just think to yourself 'god needed another angel'.
not that i was depressed & wanted an escape route.

newnewnew.

  • Jun. 19th, 2007 at 10:58 AM
all that i ever was, [ all that i am

new layout, new friends only banner!

champagne for my real friends.

  • Feb. 5th, 2007 at 3:54 PM
[ she's stands hard as a stone
it's a shame only. 4 people will be getting any fucking champagne.
this has been the most hectic, horrible days since last fucking friday.
saturday was fucked. sunday was fucked. today was good, than got fucked hard up the ass.
people that don't go to sch, i know you don't know shit about anyone who goes there, but you can atleast let me fucking VENT. i let you vent about people from mhs, but no, i can't even say a word about chris without someone being like 'renee. we don't know him. we don't care. period. moving on to my news about this kid in my class who doesn't even know me!'
yeah, you think i care? no. not really, but i let you vent.
i'm sick of pretending to me soo happy all the time, cause i'm really not that happy anymore.
because of my fake friends.

hopefully you four know who you are, & i just want you guys to know that i love you guys to death.
you'll all be my maids of HONOR at my wedding.
ilyguyssss.

no one's gonna reply to this, so idk why i bother.

Dec. 9th, 2005

  • 10:17 AM
[ she's stands hard as a stone
SNOW DAY BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

time for hot coco and sitting infront of the TV and comp. and becoming a human lump. =)






Nov. 12th, 2005

  • 9:21 PM
[ she's stands hard as a stone

FRiENDS ONlY ♥

  • Nov. 12th, 2005 at 9:18 PM

Oct. 13th, 2005

  • 9:54 PM
[ she's stands hard as a stone
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